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Liv's POV
My fingers slowly found the buttons of his shirt. I began to unbutton his shirt, my eyes were fixated on him. The way he stared at me was as though he had set his eyes on me for the first time.
I walked behind him, removing the shirt off his body. I wrapped my arm around his neck, his back pressed against my bossoms. I began to caress his chest, I didn't fail to notice when his eyelids closed in the pleasure which consumed him.
A sly smile beamed on the side of my lips. I thought it was a hard thing to do but it was so easy to pull him close to me.
"I'm sorry" I leaned closer, whispering into his ears. I blew my breath on his earlobe as I dropped his shirt on the bed.
"Why are you suddenly acting this way towards me?" he asked. His gaze pierced through my eyes, I stared back at him through the mirror.
"What way is that? I really don't know what you're talking about" I said, acting completely ignorant. I turned my body away from him.
He grabbed my wrist. I stopped right in track as he pulled me closer, slamming my back onto the wall with his hands placed on the sides.
He slid his fingers into my hair. Despite the fact I was feeling irritated, I had to act as though I was happy with whatever he was doing to me. I had to act as though I had given my full approval for him to touch me as he pleased.
He blew air on my face. I closed my eyes as he used his fingers to tilt away the hair that escaded my face, he tucked my hair behind my ears. I slowly opened my eyes as I gazed up at him.
"Do you not really know what I'm talking about or are you just acting oblivious?" he questioned. His hands grabbed my waist as he began to slid his fingers, down to my hips.
It took every self control in me not to slap him hard across the face. I kept reassuring myself that it was just a little more, I would get done with everything within a snap of an finger.
I didn't have anything to say to him but I knew I had to forge my words. I had to lie to him which I was getting used to because if I told him it was nothing, he would never believe me.
"I guess you would have to insist some more before getting a befifting reply from me" I said as a soft chuckle escaped from my lips. With a lot of hesistancy, I placed my hands on his chest. I slowly pushed him away as he took some few steps behind.
I folded my lips together, licking my lower lip in nervousness. I wasn't nervous but I had to act as though I was, just to gain his sympathy towards me. I began to break my knuckles as I kept on fidgeting with my fingers.
"Liv why are you quiet? Is there anything you want to say to me?" he asked, his tone softer than usual. He placed a finger under my chin, lifting my face up.
"Actually the truth is I realized that Callum doesn't love me. I feel so stupid because it took me so long to realize it, no one can love me like you do Max,I swear" I spoke, cupping his face with my hands.
"Everything else doesn't matter. What matters is you've realised you were wrong so let's rectify your mistake" he aired out. He pulled me towards the bed.
"What do you mean by that? how I can rectify my mistake?" I queried.
"Let's just put everything behind us Liv. Let's make use of this beautiful night by making it more passionate than it is" he whispered.
Max grabbed my shoulders. He tugged me closer to him, I could feel his breath against my neck. His lips were coming closer to mine, just when he was about to crash his lips on mine, I placed my finger on his lips. I removed my face away from him.
"We need to take it slowly" I said as I began to caress his shoulders once again. He just stared at me without uttering a word with a smirk on his lips.
"It won't be bad if I listen to you for the first time" he said as I pulled his cheeks softly.
"Can I ask you a question?" I voiced out.
"Sure you can" he urged.
"What are you going to do with me?" I inquired.
"It's very simple. After attacking dark sky pack, I'm going to make you my Luna" he divulged.
"What if I tell you this is the best news I've received in a long time" I said with a pretentious act as though I was happy with whatever news he divulged to me.
"I'll surely be pleased to hear that" he responded.
"How long is that going to be?" I asked. He clamped his hand around my waist as he pulled me closer to him.
"Have some patience my future Luna. Just some few days left" he replied. Anger instantly rippled through me, that was not what I wanted to hear from him.
I could easily wrap my hands around his neck and demand for an answer but if I did exactly as my head suggested, it would mean digging out my own grave. It wasn't a wise decision, not at all.
"A few days is not really an answer for me. I need you to specify Max" I said with a low sigh.
"What are you trying to do Liv?" he asked, narrowing his gaze at me. I bit my tongue hard, I must have faltered but I inwardly hoped he didn't get to notice.
"What do you mean Max?" I asked. I had to put on an act as though I didn't understand what he was talking about.
"The worst thing you will try to do is to mistake me for a fool. Liv I'm not that dumb, I know you are revolted by my presence" he answered. I swallowed hard as fear almost consumed me.
That wasn't the time to make him believe his words were true. I knew Max wasn't dumb, he was amongst the smartest people I had ever known.
"I know you don't love me but I'm going to make use of this moment" he said. His hands went under my knees as he lifted me up. I wrapped my hands around his neck as he dropped me gently onto the bed.
I was beneath him as he climbed ontop of me, he was careful enough not to press his whole weight on me. I knew for a fact there wasn't any escape for me but I didn't want to think about it otherwise the thoughts of it alone would scare me to death.
He turned my face towards him. He leaned closer to me, I shut my eyes. He was going to kiss me, I didn't want to struggle with him as I let him do whatever he solely desired but at the end of everything I wouldn't be called Liv if I didn't lay my hands on what I wanted.
Some minutes passed. I waited for him to kiss me but I didn't feel his lips on mine or any other part of my body. I slowly opened my eyes to see he had fallen asleep ontop of me.
I heaved a sigh of relief. That was a close escape, I couldn't be more than thankful to the moon goddess for helping me at a point where I needed help the most.
I waited for some more minutes to pass. My goal was to make sure he had fallen deep in sleep so I could continue with the other side of my plan.
I waited for long. It almost seemed as though some long minutes had passed away, I pushed him slowly so his body could lay on the bed but I was careful enough not to wake him up.
I covered his body with the duvet as I slipped out of his hold. I tiptoed to his closet, my fingers began to rack through it. I had to bear in the back of my mind that I needed to be careful.
I doubted Max was a deep sleeper. I just had to be extremely careful, because any little noise from my end could wake him up and it would be all over for me even before I started.
I searched extremely well but there was nothing in his closet. I moved to the cupboard beside the dressing mirror but I found nothing.
I searched through the curtains but everything was still the same. I moved closer to Max as I lifted up his head to check under his pillow but there was nothing.
What if I was just wasting my time in his room? If there was any thing about him, I doubted he would keep it close to him. I wanted to give up but whenever I recalled my goal, an energetic wave of rush surged through me.
I searched behind the sofa. I searched almost everywhere and the hidden spot in his room but I didn't find anything. I was about to retire for the night when I realized I hadn't checked one important place.
I recalled that if someone had anything to hide. He or she wouldn't hide it in just anywhere, it would be hidden at a place were no one would have ever thought about. I went on all fours, I was down to the floor with my knees as I looked under the bed.
There was a box under the bed. I began to wonder what a box was doing under the bed but then it could always be the solution to my problems.
I dragged it out slowly. I opened the box as dust filled the room, it enveloped me. I began to cough out but I clamped a hand around my mouth to muffle the sounds that escaped my mouth with the tears that stunged my eyes.
I searched through the box as I brought out a book that had MAX written on it with bold letters. I dusted it so I could read through the pages.
Just when I flipped open the first page, I gasped in shock when I realized it was
HIS DIARY