Chapter 6
Chapter Six
TECH
Waking up next to Will had become a new norm that I could get used to. Ever since that night that I opened up to him, we had become inseparable. Granted, it had only been a little over a week, but as soon as he left the clubhouse, I wasn’t too far behind him. I didn’t even sleep there anymore.
Holding him throughout the night was better than anything I could have dreamed of. He fit perfectly in my arms. I loved that I was much bigger than him, and I knew he did too. Every night, he would snuggle up under me like a satisfied kitten.
We hadn’t done anything other than a little foreplay.
It was becoming increasingly hard not to take things all the way with him.
The minx tried on several occasions to entice me into more.
He thought I was afraid of going there with him because I had never had sex with a man, but that was the furthest thing from the truth.
I wanted him more than I wanted my next breath. I was just afraid that once we took things there, I would become even more obsessed than I already was.
The day he ignored me, I thought I was about to go insane. I knew I had to be coming off as a stalker, but I couldn’t control myself. In such little time, he had become everything to me. The idea that he might have been out entertaining another man had me murderous.
When he finally pulled into his apartment’s lot, I was seconds from tracking him through the GPS on his phone.
Will didn’t know how good I was with technology.
He thought I only knew about security cameras.
I would keep that little secret to myself for now, though.
Just in case he tried ignoring me again.
I would definitely be popping up on him.
I know. I know.
This level of fixation wasn’t healthy, but I couldn’t stop it.
Will hadn’t brought up my telling the guys about us since we hooked up.
Honestly, I knew that would only last for so long.
I wasn’t lying when I told him I would work up the courage to come out.
I just needed time. Every time I thought about the reaction the guys might have to that news, it killed any courage I had.
It was like I would revert back to that scared thirteen-year-old boy again.
I didn’t want to disappoint my brothers, or, even worse, disgust them. A part of me felt like that would never be the case. But in the same breath, my trauma was screaming for me not to tell anyone and to remember how things ended the last time I was with another man.
Cody.
I shook my head of the thoughts. Cody was an easy way to make me fall into a depression.
Will grinding into my pelvis quickly gained my attention and stopped me from going down memory lane. We were lying in his bed, and I had my arm wrapped around his torso. He told me that when I held him like this, he felt safe.
That made my heart swell. Little did he know, as long as I had breath in my body, he would always be safe. Nothing and no one would ever get a chance to harm him. I told Will I liked him a lot, but I was downplaying my feelings, afraid of coming on too strongly.
The truth was, I was falling in love with him.
Will pressed into my crotch again, causing me to groan like a wounded animal.
There was nothing between us except for our briefs.
My eyes popped open, and I grabbed his hips, halting him.
This was what I meant by the minx always trying to entice me.
Despite his lying there with his eyes shut, I knew he was completely awake and aware of what he was doing.
“You’re not slick, Dimples. I know what you’re doing,” I grunted in his ear.
Will blinked his eyes rapidly as if he were just waking up. To add to his performance, he let out an exaggerated yawn before rolling over to face me. “Huh? What did you say?”
I stared into his eyes with a smirk. “You heard me because you’ve been up. That’s why you keep rubbing your ass on my dick.”
He giggled while looping his arms around my neck. He pressed his hard cock against mine. “I mean, can you blame me? I want to know what it feels like to have you inside of me.”
“Fuck,” I grumbled at the thought.
He rubbed his length against mine. “Don’t you want to know too? Don’t you want to know what it feels like to sink that fat monster deep inside of me?”
His hand moved down my chest to my torso and then to the waistband of my underwear. He was kissing and licking my chin and neck, turning me the fuck on. I was really trying to take things slow, but when he talked like this, all I wanted to do was bend him over and fuck the living shit out of him.
My chest heaved, and I was seconds from saying fuck it and fuck him. Right as Will was about to make his way inside my briefs, the front door slammed.
“Will!” someone shouted.
Will whined and rolled over onto his back, slightly throwing a tantrum, kicking his legs. “Dammit! I was so close.”
I chuckled because he seemed really upset by the interruption. “Who is that?”
“Oscar.”
I knew all about Oscar. I had yet to meet him because he never slept here, and I was normally gone before he arrived in the morning. He’s a little earlier than usual today. The door handle jiggled before Oscar started knocking on the door.
“Will, get up. I need to talk to you. SOS. My relationship is up in flames!” he cried out dramatically.
I laughed, now understanding why he and Will were best friends. He, too, could be quite theatrical.
Will had a worried expression as he stared at me. “Are you alright? I know how you feel about people knowing?”
I sighed, feeling like a bit of an asshole. I hated not being open about us, but I just wasn’t ready. But when it came to his friend, I wasn’t going to force him to lie or sneak around.
“Baby, I don’t expect to hide things from your best friend. Plus, I’m pretty sure he already knows.” I gave him a knowing look.
Will blushed, biting his plump bottom lip. “I mean, yeah. But he would never tell anyone. I promise.”
I nodded, pecking his lips a few times. “I trust you.”
Will sighed in relief. Just then, Oscar banged on the door again.
“Will! Did you not hear me? I’m in distress out here. Are you really going to leave your best friend out here to mend his broken heart alone?!” he shrieked.
I kissed his lips once more and rolled out of bed.
“I will never get over that lion tattoo. It’s so damn sexy,” Will said, propped up on his elbow.
I had the face of a lion covering my entire back.
His eyes matched my icy blue ones. When Will first asked me what made me get the tat, I told him it was because I was a Leo, which was partly true.
I got the tattoo because lions represent courage and strength, which I had a lot of to survive the things I had.
But the main reason I had it was to cover the scars left behind by Sire.
There were lash scars all over my back. You couldn’t see the scars because of the tattoo, but you could feel them.
Any time Will tried to touch my back, I would grab his hands.
I would play it off by interlocking our fingers or kissing his hands.
I didn’t know if he was catching on to this, but he hadn’t brought it up.
I hurriedly dressed as Oscar was now having a full-blown meltdown in the hallway. Once I finished, I leaned over Will in the bed and kissed him long and hard. By the time I pulled away, he was panting. “I’ll see you later at the kickback, right?”
The club was having a small get-together tonight.
It wasn’t anything like our parties. Those were wild.
It would only be the brothers and some women from around town.
That was the only reason Cara and Sara would be in attendance tonight.
I was shocked when Will told me they had invited him.
I thought they would keep the nannies at a distance, but apparently, the girls really like Will and Debbie. So, they had invited them both.
Will nodded while staring at me like he wanted to pounce. “Yeah,” he whispered.
“Alright. See ya later, Dimples.” I winked and made my way to his bedroom door. As I opened it, Oscar's hand was lifted, preparing to knock once again.
He froze at the sight of me. Now he was indeed little.
He barely came to my chest, and he was much slimmer than Will.
Oscar had honey-colored skin and a blonde pixie cut.
He, too, had a baby face like Will. I was starting to see that the only thing these two didn’t have in common was their ethnicity and hair color.
Oscar blinked up at me in fascination before he snapped out of it. He then turned to Will, who was still in bed. He was glaring at Oscar. I was sure he was still salty about the interruption.
Oscar didn’t seem deterred at all. He grinned from ear to ear. “Ooooh, bestie, you hit the fuckin jackpot! You have to tell me everything,” he cheered as he pushed past me and leaped onto the bed.
Will looked over at me apprehensively. I crooked my finger at him, beckoning him to come to me. He grabbed his robe, slipping it on before shuffling over to me. He seemed nervous. I knew it was because he was worried about how I felt about him discussing me.
I gripped his chin, bringing his gaze up to mine. “It's okay, baby. You can tell him whatever you want about us.”
He smiled widely, making my favorite thing about him appear—those damn dimples.
“Can I have one more for the road?” he asked.
I had never kissed him in front of anyone before, but it wasn’t like Oscar didn’t know what was going on. So, I happily obliged.
I wrapped a hand around his throat and devoured his mouth right there in front of his best friend. By the time we pulled apart, Will was back to square one, completely turned on, and Oscar was staring at us with his mouth hanging open. I squeezed Will's ass for good measure.
“See ya later.”
“’Kay,” he said, sounding like he was in a daze.
As I made my way out of the apartment, I heard Oscar practically gushing.
“Woo, child, that man is smoking hot. When he gripped your throat, I almost said ‘me next!’”
He and Will laughed like hyenas as I chuckled and walked out the door.
When I got to the clubhouse, I made a beeline to my room to shower and get dressed. As soon as I made it into the common room, a few of the brothers were looking at me strangely, causing my heart to speed up.
Did they know about Will?
I took a seat in one of the recliners. “What?” I looked around nervously as if I had already been caught.
Thor snorted. “Oh, you know what. You finally got that hot piece of ass you've been chasing, huh?”
“What?” I repeated on the verge of hyperventilating.
“Why are you acting clueless? For the past few weeks, you disappear in the evening, coming back late as fuck. But lately, you don’t even sleep here. So, tell us what woman has got you by the balls. Is there about to be another Ol’ Lady added to the roster?” Thor fired question after question.
I breathed out a sigh of relief. My heartbeat slowed down, and I could breathe easier. Even though he wasn’t talking about Will, I still felt somewhat caught.
“Thor, leave him alone. If he wanted to talk about his love life, he would. Sometimes your ass is too damn nosy,” Cara teased him.
Thor slapped a hand to his chest like he was offended. “I am not nosy! Just… observant,” he defended himself.
A few of us chuckled because he was really downplaying how intrusive he could be.
“You know that’s the exact thing a nosy person would say,” Blade told him.
I was glad the conversation had moved on from me to Thor as the guys took turns teasing him. I was in no way prepared to answer questions. I didn’t even think anyone had noticed me disappearing like I had. Hell, I was considered the quiet one. I spent most of my time in my room or the cave.
Now that I knew Thor had been paying attention to my whereabouts, I was going to have to get a little more creative when sneaking off to Will’s place. This conversation in no way was going to deter what I had going with him.
Staying away wasn’t even an option. I was too far gone for that. Will had me tied up in his web, and there was no way to untangle me from it.