Chapter 8
Chapter Eight
TECH
TWO YEARS LATER
Over the past two years, my life and the club had morphed into something I never thought possible.
Ever since that night I first made love to Will, we fell into our own little routine.
I spent every night at his apartment. For a while, Will never brought up my coming out to the guys. He was just focused on loving me.
I tried a few times to open my mouth, but each time I froze up.
My brothers were the only family that I had.
I had never heard of a gay biker, and I didn’t want to be the first to come out just to be shunned.
I loved Will more than I ever thought humanly possible.
There was no question about it. But being open about my sexuality was a fear that wasn’t easy to overcome.
As time passed, Will started becoming more vocal about wanting to be open about us. He was ready for me to claim him. I believe when some of the brothers started claiming their women, it made him a little envious.
First, there was Blade and his woman, Bianca.
Cara and Sara had unknowingly hired the mother of Blade’s daughters, Abigail, Naomi, and Mari.
He didn’t even know they existed. The club was pissed when we found out a former club bunny, Ivy, had scared Bianca off before she could tell him she was pregnant with triplets.
Once Blade’s daughters were brought into the equation, Will was a little busier than normal. We hardly texted during the day like we would when he first started. He had his hands full with two sets of triplets and two newborns.
One day, while Bianca was at work, Finn, a guy who used to work with her at the restaurant, snatched her up.
It took us a little while to find her. By the time we got to Bianca, she had been cut several times on her arms. We were all relieved she was okay, for the most part.
What blew our minds were the women we found locked in the basement.
Finn had a hidey-hole with three women chained to the wall. He had been living out some kind of sick fantasy. Nova, Violet, and Leah had been held captive for months. Leah was on the brink of death. She had so many infected cuts on her body, and she was all skin and bones.
After the club rescued them, we brought them back here.
Usually, we would never do such a thing.
That could really backfire and land us all in jail if they decided to tell the wrong person.
But they were all homeless and had nowhere to go.
Eventually, the club not only gave them a job cleaning the family homes but also built them a house right here on the compound.
They planned to build something big enough for the ladies to share with Debbie and Will.
Cara and Sara felt it would be beneficial to have the nannies living close by for emergencies.
I agreed with her reasoning, but I didn’t like it.
The only person who knew about Will and me was Oscar.
I was fine with that. Oscar had become somewhat of a friend to me as well, since I practically lived at the apartment with them.
My issue with Will being so close was strictly about the fear of being caught.
There were plenty of times when we damn near got busted by either a brother or one of the Ol’ Ladies.
Cara had come the closest to catching us.
One day, Will had come to the cave looking for Cara, and the next thing I knew, I had him pressed against the door, rubbing our cocks together.
I was sucking his neck, leaving hickeys behind.
Will tried to tell me it wasn’t smart to do that in the clubhouse if I didn’t want to get busted, but I couldn’t help myself. Any time he was near me, I had to touch him. There wasn’t any way around it. By the time we came, Will hurriedly fixed his clothing and covered his neck with his jacket.
As soon as we opened the door and walked out, Cara was rounding the corner. She gave both of us a side-eye before Will smoothly played it off. Linking their arms, he strutted away with her in tow, while telling her whatever it was that brought him here.
After that encounter, I hadn’t made any more moves on him here. I was scared shitless that she would question us. So, after the decision was made to have the nannies live here, I told Will to decline the offer. That was our first real argument.
“What do you mean you want me to tell them no?” Will hissed, placing his hands on his hips.
I tried to pull him into an embrace. He put his hand on my chest, pushing me away. He knew, just as I did, that if I got him in my arms, he would forget why he was upset with me to begin with.
“Dimples, I don’t think it's smart for you to be so close. We may end up getting caught.”
Will stared at me with a blank expression before he scoffed. “Well, maybe you should tell them. Don’t you think it's time? How long do you think we’ll be able to keep sneaking around?”
I rubbed my forehead in frustration. “I’m just not ready, Will.”
“You keep saying that, and I’m starting to believe that you’ll never be ready.”
My brows pinched as I stared at his beautiful face. “What?”
Will shook his head. “You keep giving me that same excuse of why you’re not ready. All you say is you’re scared, and I totally understand that. I do. But if you’re going to allow fear to lead your life, that’s your business, but don’t think I’ll let it lead mine.”
I scowled, not liking where this conversation was headed. “Just what are you trying to say, Will?”
Will bucked his eyes. “What do you think? I am not about to be your secret forever. I’ve told you countless times I want to get married one day and adopt a few kids. How in the hell am I going to get that if you can't even come clean with your brothers about us?”
“So-so-so, you would just leave me? You would just stop loving me? Is that what you’re trying to say?” I growled at the thought of it.
Will sighed with a sad expression. “Jacob, I could never stop loving you. The way I feel about you, I’m pretty sure I’ll go to my grave feeling this way.
But I can't give up what I want to please you. That’s not fair.
You’re the only one getting what you want.
It would kill me, but, in the end, I have to do what’s best for me. ”
Something inside me twisted at his words. It sounded like he was already mentally detaching himself from me. With quick steps, I walked over to him and pulled him into my arms. Will tried to resist but lost the fight when I hungrily kissed him.
He was just as weak for me as I was for him.
This type of connection didn’t come around every day.
He knew it and so did I. Will would always be mine.
If he ever did leave me, I didn’t mind running off every man he tried to entertain.
I knew that I sounded selfish and irrational, but it was how I felt.
By the time I had Will pressed against the wall, his hands were wrapped around my neck as he pushed himself into me. Our tongues tangled as I groped his ass. When we finally pulled apart, his eyes were half-mast like he was drunk.
I brought our foreheads together. “I know you’re becoming frustrated with me, but please, Dimples, I’m begging you to just be a little more patient with me. I just need a little bit more time. Can you give me that?”
I stared into his eyes while palming his cheek, stroking it with my thumb. I saw the waver of emotions in his eyes before he nodded. I sighed in relief, knowing I hadn’t lost him. He still belonged to me.
After that dispute, things returned to normal for us.
Eventually, Will moved into the house the club built for them.
Luckily for us, Will ended up snagging the master bedroom on the first floor.
To make things fair, the girls had the five of them pull from a hat to determine who got the master suite.
All the rooms were a nice size, but the master suite was the only one with a bathroom.
Will being on the first floor made sneaking around easier. Once everyone in their house went to bed, I would crawl in through Will’s window. Every night was the same. We would spend hours talking and catching up. Then I would spend the rest of the night making love to him.
Everything came so naturally whenever I was inside him. The first night I made love to him, I wasn’t nervous at all. I felt in my heart I was right where I was supposed to be. At this point, I knew Will’s body better than my own. I knew exactly what to do to have him writhe in ecstasy.
As time went on, we kind of got settled into our routine.
Then, Thor’s Ol’ Lady came into the picture.
Madison came here looking for help from Thor.
Apparently, some years back, Thor thought Madison had cheated on him with his uncle, but his uncle actually had raped her.
It was mind-boggling the things that man was doing to her.
He was pretty much stalking her while trying to convince her that Thor had set the entire thing up.
They had been apart for a decade because of Thomas and his lies.
Needless to say, Thor didn’t waste any time claiming Madison and giving her his patch.
Thor claiming his woman sparked the coming-out conversation again.
I didn’t believe Will was jealous at all.
I knew it must have been hard to be surrounded by happy couples while keeping your relationship a secret.
Will maintained a strong bond with the Ol’ Ladies.
They didn’t have just a professional relationship.
He was treated as family. But still, I was scared to speak up.