Chapter 37 #2
Maddie’s eyes are glossed over as she holds back unshed tears.
Placing her hand on my cheek, she turns her head to the side, and her voice falls so softly.
“You’ve been so strong, and you know how to do that so well.
But now it’s time you give yourself grace and accept your imperfections.
There is no shame in breaking, Levi. It does not make you less of a man; if anything, it makes you stronger.
You need to give your mind permission to release those holds.
Free yourself from the thoughts that hold you in place, and let your heart take a break from the constant chipping everyone is doing.
Break with me, Levi. Give me your body and be wild in freedom and love.
Allow me to mend those chiseled pieces of your heart until it no longer has a muffled sound.
Break with me, to heal yourself.” Her words are so soft, I can feel a tear slipping from my eyes, rolling down my cheek.
“You need to break to grow, Levi. There is no growth without rest, no strength without weakness, and I hold no sympathy for the ones who do not deserve it. I am sorry your mother left you, but fuck, she didn’t deserve what you gave.
I am telling you to break with me. Whatever that looks like for you, you want to scream and vent?
Do it. You want a safe place to cry? Here you go.
You want to fuck until you can’t feel anymore, I got you.
You want me to tell you how great you're doing and how strong you are. Easy, done. But, I will not tell you, ‘I'm sorry that your mom isn’t here for you to take care of anymore.’ It’s not ok, what she made you do.
But Levi, I will tell you one thing for certain.
I see you, all of you, and your broken pieces.
I am here for all of it, all of you, every version.
” There goes the flood. My tears fall endlessly, because this is the first time in my life that I am receiving something that benefits me.
She is not telling me what to do to help her.
My heart is pounding so fucking hard I can almost feel one of the missing pieces growing back, because this is what compassion feels like, being on the receiving end.
I take my hands around her sweet face, and I hold her, looking at my angel—the only person who has looked at me and seen me.
The only person who cared enough to look through the wreckage and still find beauty, still found something worth saving.
She wants to be my saving grace, and fuck, I need it.
Looking into her eyes, I beg her to hear my silent gratitude, my pleas for this to last. When she nods her head, I kiss her.
I kiss her like I have never kissed another.
I grab hold of her, pulling her onto my lap. “Angel, you can't ask me to use you so I can break. I would never use you.” I kiss her neck, causing her to roll her head back and smile slightly.
“Levi, that answer right there is why I am telling you to use me. I know you won’t hurt me.
I am not telling you to use me negatively; use me positively, in a way that helps you.
I am asking you to be vulnerable with me, to open up, and I promise you, you will not break me.
I trust you.” I throw her onto her back, eliciting a cute yelp from her.
“Fuck, Peach. I'd never hurt you, not in any way you didn’t like.” Smiling into her kiss, she wraps her legs around my waist.
“So roll me over, find my tattoo, and do what it says.” She winks and unlocks her legs from around my hips.
In all our pursuits, we have always had sex in the dark, until this moment.
The light is on, and we see each other better than ever.
Not only because the glow illuminates around us, but also because we have been entirely transparent with one another.
She knows me, who I am, and this will be my first time fucking her as Levi, the man behind the facade.
Starting with her shorts, I slide them down her legs, scanning her beautiful sun-kissed legs, and the moles trickle down them.
Stunning. I search and find each mole kissing them, until I reach her panties.
Pulling them slowly off, revealing her sex, bare and wet, she giggles.
In doing as she requested, I take her leg and flip her over onto her stomach, with force.
Drawing back my hand, I spank her plump ass, with a slight sting to my hand.
Maddie gives a sharp inhale. She smirks into the pillow before pushing her ass up once more.
I give it another slap, and the sweetest, most delicious moan falls from her lips.
I explore her body for a tattoo, caressing the sides with one hand, as my left hand stays planted on her cheek. Looking down, I see a small red line under my hand. Removing my hand from her ass, there it is.
A small red tattoo that reads, Bite Me.
My eyes zone in, salivating with the need to obey.
Running my thumb over her request, she moves into me as I lean down, kissing her ass, before sinking my teeth into her and biting, exactly as requested, and losing myself in the command.
My cock twitches for more. Sliding back up, I trace her back, her curves, her damn beauty. Goosebumps cover her body.
“Levi. I'm dripping for you.” I can feel my cheeks lifting as a pleased smile forms on my face.
I lean over her, placing my fully dressed body on top of hers, pushing my hardness into her backside. “Show me,” I growl in her ear.
Her hand slides between her center, before she lifts her hand, soaking in her wetness.
Taking her hand, I swirl my tongue around her finger, sucking it before flipping her back over.
I crawl up to her, meeting her lustful eyes.
“I want you to sit on my face, Angel. I want you to ride my mouth until you can’t resist it anymore. ” Her smile rises as she bites her lip.
She leans up, pushing my chest as she guides me flat onto my back.
Grabbing onto her headboard, she slides her legs along the sides of my head, hovering over my mouth.
I slide my hands up her legs before placing them in the crease of her hips and thighs, giving a playful but firm squeeze.
“Stop teasing me with that delicious cunt, Peach. I said sit. Suffocate me with this perfect little pussy.” She gasps as my tongue swipes across the center.
She squeezes my head with her thighs as her body weight falls on my face.
That's right, sit that ass on my chin and let me make these legs shake.
Using my tongue and finger, she rides my face, gasping for release.
My tongue works in overdrive as she rolls her hips, begging for more.
I can feel her come dripping on my face, the sweet taste of success, her legs shaking, her back arching, and dire sounds come tumbling out as she moans into the headboard.
She's so fucking hot. She lifts herself off my face as I slide out from under her.
Before I can get far, she's ripping off my shirt and unbuttoning my shorts. “Levi, my pussy is throbbing for you. Please fill it, please, it's pulsing for something to grab onto.” Fuuuuucck. That's enough to make me nuts right fucking now. I kick off my shorts and crawl onto the bed.
“Come here, Peach. Taste my favorite girl.” She kisses me rapidly, her tongue striking mine, tasting how good my girl tastes—moving her hands down my happy trail until her tight fingers grip my dick.
Her thumb swipes over the tip, smearing the pre-come around until she lifts her hand, and licks it off, for fuck sake.
I shake my head. “You're going to make me come without even being inside you, baby. Now, tell me how you want me to fuck this needy pussy.” She looks back at her backside and winks.
I roll her onto her knees, grabbing her hips up and placing my hand on her back, pushing her chest into the bed.
“First. I'm going to hit it from behind, bite your ass, and watch it smack against me as I fill this tight hole.
Then, I'm going to roll you over onto your back so I can look you in your beautiful blue eyes, as I watch you come undone on my dick. Right before I fill you up so deep, so my come stays in you for days, before it finally drips out.” She nods in excitement before I line myself up with her and pump myself into her.
Inch by inch, her tight pussy grabs hold, gripping it and hugging it in the right ways. “Fuuuck.” I can't help myself.
I push into her, guiding myself in and out, as my arm reaches around her waist, circling her swollen bud.
Sinking my teeth into her ass once more, she’s close to the edge, between the bite, the pressure, and my dick sliding in and out, her body starts to tremble with the intensity of her orgasm crashing over her. She comes while screaming my name.
I pull out and flip her over, opening her legs wide before shoving my dick back in.
“Levi, you feel so good, don't stop.” She gasps for air, biting her lip as her cheeks flushed with need and desire.
Grabbing her leg, I place it on my shoulder, rolling my hips into hers.
I lean down and suck on her beautiful, peaked nipples, rolling my tongue around them before biting them, making her whimper and push her hips up.
Her sounds are the cherry on top of the cake.
My come explodes, I grab her tightly, holding her hip, kissing her passionately.
I grunt as each thrust shoots with release. “You sound like a fucking angel screaming my name while I drive you into this mattress. Taking my cock so good, Peach.” The last of my release falls into the tip of the condom.
I fall into her, allowing her to hold me, and she does.
Just as I start to get up, she squeezes me. “You broke earlier tonight, and yet you stand here strong. See, the two can coexist.” Then she kisses me, until my lips tingle and a piece of my heart becomes hers.