The Conditions of Will

The Conditions of Will

Author: Jessa Hastings Listening Length: 13h 21m

I cant remember the last time I couldnt get a handle on myself and my emotions, but the lid is slipping. Something about the slipping lid feels like its Sam Pennys fault. Like he broke the seal and hes slowly opening me up. London-based Georgia Carter, professional lie detector and body-language savant, has long been e...

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I wander downstairs the next morning, and the house is eerily quiet.

Mom’s car’s not in the driveway, and neither is Tennyson’s, Maryanne’s (thank God), or Oliver’s. I wonder where they’ve all gone without me but feel in the same breath an air of gratefulness to not have to deal with anyone’s shit first thing.

I round the corner, and sitting on the kitchen bench with a bottle of water in his hand is Sam Penny.

He has bedhead, messy and inviting, and the way his shoulders fall forward in the mornings when he’s tired is so attractive to me. I think because I can tell he’s entirely unaware of how beautiful he is—which is endearing, because it might be the only thing he isn’t aware of. And I do mean beautiful, like, pricks-you-in-the-heart, painfully beautiful. And then, at the same time, with those shoulders and that jawline and those hands that I want so badly on me, he’s so tall and so broad, like, you know how sometimes you want to feel that a guy can toss you around? He could toss me around like a rag doll. And then he’s got those eyes you could dive into and that mouth that always looks bitten and that strange gentleness about him that somehow never makes him seem less strong.