The Conditions of Will
I cant remember the last time I couldnt get a handle on myself and my emotions, but the lid is slipping. Something about the slipping lid feels like its Sam Pennys fault. Like he broke the seal and hes slowly opening me up. London-based Georgia Carter, professional lie detector and body-language savant, has long been e...
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Growing up, Oliver’s room and my room were in the far wing of the house at the end of a fairly open corridor that turned into a narrow corridor with a bathroom at the end of it.
After shit started to happen with Beckett a bit repetitively, I began to drink a bit, just to blur the nights a little, but never ever like Oliver. If I could have read people then like I can now, I would have spotted the dependency beginning to develop.
On the weekends when Maryanne would most likely bring Becks over, Oli and I would sit in our bathroom and drink champagne. I’d sit in the bathtub, no water, clothes on, drinking so that I was never in less control than I already was in the rest of my life, but just enough to take the edge off the lack of it.
Oliver would drink till he was sloppy.
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