The Conditions of Will

The Conditions of Will

Author: Jessa Hastings Listening Length: 13h 21m
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I cant remember the last time I couldnt get a handle on myself and my emotions, but the lid is slipping. Something about the slipping lid feels like its Sam Pennys fault. Like he broke the seal and hes slowly opening me up. London-based Georgia Carter, professional lie detector and body-language savant, has long been e...

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When I arrived at boarding school in England, I had a decent amount of sex.

In retrospect, it was both a reaction and an outworking. It was an act of self-discovery and the commencement of my decompressing of the last year, as well as the start of a long road to processing the complexities of what happened with Becks.

It was also me stepping into the role my parents had set the stage for me to play.

The first couple of times I did it were weird and traumatic for both parties because I obviously didn’t tell them the situation around how I’d had sex before, just that I’d had it—and that didn’t end well for anyone. Neither me nor them. I’d cry and flinch and freeze, but I’d never tell them to stop.